Desperation.

But don't you know I dance in the devil's arms? 

Under a sky with no stars

I spin and spin and tumble at the edge

Of delirious nightmares 

And shiver to the fever of our voices 

My trembling hands reach for thunders and red  clouds

In my mind

Windy thoughts and smeared eyeliners,

Broken heels and

No silence

at all.