Desperation.

But don't you know I dance in the devil's arms? 

Under a sky with no stars

I spin and spin and tumble at the edge

Of delirious nightmares 

And shiver to the fever of our voices 

My trembling hands reach for thunders and red  clouds

In my mind

Windy thoughts and smeared eyeliners,

Broken heels and

No silence

at all.

The end of forever.

I watch the shards of my dreams

Falling to the ground

In slow motion

I watch the light leave your eyes

The hope leave my mind

And the matter of our days

Fade into nothingness. 

Into silence

I see the years we left behind, 

The pictures, the projects

The kids that will never be

-No grandsons in our backyard.

This is the oldest we'll ever get

The haviest we'll ever sorrow

The furtherst this road leads

Before it bisects

In our separate griefs. 

There was just to much light

To much sun

It was just indeed so very bright 

Our hearts could only have blistered.

It was nobody's fault.

We just needed a little shade.